Beautiful Sweet Stout

Hungry.

2012-02-05T10:57:00.001+08:00

Ok soooooo I'm kinda lazy to blog these days. But since there's iPad, y not u noe. Ok soooo I've been playing this barbie game, it's kinda fun. Coz I've got nothing to do. Dude is sick due to dehydration. And daddy bought for me watch. I'm happy. And I love aizrul!!!!!!!!!! Oh and I'm hungry.

Sweetheart

2012-01-24T03:11:00.001+08:00

I love him, y must u be like this.... Hayiaaaaaa, what should I do now? Oh well let's hope for the best in the future k..... I miss u already...........:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

2011-11-18T14:40:00.001+08:00

Aku sayang aiz, haha

2011-11-17T01:02:00.001+08:00

I would like to share to people that this is the only picture that I love so much, coz this is the most sweetest picture that I love. Just look at me and aiz, we are so happy, him hugging me.... I'm just sad that these things didn't happened anymore, so sad. Is pampering me that hard? I didn't ask for jewelry or stuff that is expensive. I just need u love. Y is it so hard? It's not hard for me to love u. Well I just blame everything on me, coz I'm never a good person. I am the most evil girlfriend god has ever created, that's y my relationship has always been like this... I'm sorry.

2011-11-07T21:08:00.001+08:00

"I tau asl u mara ngn I. Sal u cyg I. Mara ertinye cyg. Cyg ertinye cinta. Lau bercinta pn, jgn la mara :-D ".

Ish I love my bfffffff!!!!!! Hehehe, btw I Wana quit my jobbbb, tpi mane ade hasil, hayiaaa, need to get job a.s.a.p.

I Wana have a high paying job.
Oh wait
Dude would say dream on,
Hayiaaaaaaaaaaaa.......

Shit happens in relationship, but sometimes things turn out ok.

2011-11-06T14:20:00.001+08:00

soooooo, now I'm back on track, my lovely boyfriend and I go for night movie on Friday, thank youuuuu. Well we watch 23:59, it is awesome!!!!! I miss going out with him. I love him so much, we're gonna be celebrating our 13 month together, woohooooo!!!!! If we have the time lahhhh, oh ya, got fever heheheh, but I don't think I care.... Hahahahahaha

2011-11-04T00:01:00.001+08:00

Talking to bby, I love you so much!

2011-11-03T01:51:00.001+08:00

If any of my family member know, ur gonna die.

Living in a world full of poopie shit

2011-11-01T21:39:00.001+08:00

I'm having the "whatever feeling" right now, I'm pissed with this guy right now, but it's ok he is the one who want it that way, so what can I do, I cry enough yesterday, people might see me go all crazy and stuff, but want to know what, I'm not that crazy girl, I'm freaking sick and tired of everything. Just do what is right might be ok, right? So sick, so freaking sick, motherfucker, sometimes I hate you so much that even looking at you pissed me off... Maybe we're just too different.... There is no time for anniversary these days, only work work work, funny that there's no cash on payday, thats why we didn't even go out, oh wait is the word going out is in your dictionary? Well when I'm ok, I'll just reblog again......

2011-10-12T21:15:00.001+08:00

I llllllooooovvvvveeeee my aizrul he is ssssssssssooooooooooo cute

2011-10-12T21:13:00.001+08:00

Well it's mummy birthday and this is what I treat her!

2011-10-04T15:16:00.001+08:00

I love my post

2011-09-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

2011-09-29T00:25:00.003+08:00

2011-09-28T00:39:00.003+08:00

i love these comics

2011-09-26T00:03:00.003+08:00

baby is so cute

i love stewie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he's funny, i love him

SPONGEBOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love this cartoon....

if only i have a friend

like spongebob

it would be freaking fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone loves me

OOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

my fav!!!!!!!!!!!

even though i didn't

play the game but the thriller

on YouTube was amazing!

i love this so far

coz i love it!

my birth-date twin

sorry, i dun have sex tape.

but i love her

she's hot!

2011-09-19T01:59:00.005+08:00

kecian bby tido.

well this is what happened when

u dun wana talk to me....

i will take a pic of u

muahahahaah

today, i go jln raya to tok busu house

nice giler

he pay half a million for that house

but its worth it

i love it

but every time go to his house

he will or must talk bout studies

hayiaaaaaa

nasib aku maseh blaja....

then go to other houses

then there's pak cik...

he ask

'abg ko mcm mane? baik?'

n i was like

'?'

and then he say 'bf lah'

i was like'oooohhhhhh baik'

then pakcik smile at me and say

klu abg ko bwk moto biar pelan2 tkmo ganas.

n i laugh, wth man, wat does he mean by that

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no, no, no, no..

boleh jdi gile aku!

well i read tyytyy blog today

and i feel soooooo sad

coz to me bf have much

more wonderful time

when he's wif her than wif me

they go Malaysia

they spent so much time together..

n i'm here like

usually lonely

well..............

its ok....

i dun even think me n bby

will go out on our 1 yr anni

well......

like wat bby said

its just 1yr

well i might not even

celeb even if its 70year anni

its just 70 year

how bad can it be?

hahahahaahahah....

ok toodles!

gtg sleep!

2011-09-14T18:54:00.003+08:00

i love the song

alone again naturally...

from now on i need to be independent

no more asking ppl to go out wif me...

just wana be alone.

coz it feels so nice

i love walking alone these days

oh oh oh!

i also love to meet new ppl.

if i got the chance

heheeh....

i wana meet alot of ppl.....

i wana be myself again!!!!!!!

coz theres only 1 me!

n mee goreng! haha

no link...

now i feel like killing myself.

no i wana kill ppl

then kill myself

nah.....

hakeem is gay

omg i need to go imh!

ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-13T03:08:00.003+08:00

hari raya with aiz camp-mates....

they are freaking funny

so hmmm... i took this pic coz its nice

well it is nice...

today i feel so sad...

i cried alot

silently.....

reason: i dun know y

i pierce my nose today....

mum was there wif me...

what is so sad then...

like i told you....

Reason: i dun noe y

i'm so sad that i'm crying my ass off

right now....

i dun tink my bf gonna

visit my blog........

so i dun noe y i bother typing..

i dun even think ppl noe that

my blog exist.....

y do i still type.....

to me.... typing is nice

it let my sadness flow out

so i can really R.I.P or

sleep....

ok thats all, if u happened to pass by

say "hi"... at least i noe ur there...

i'm leading a sad life...

sad

i cant draw whale.

2011-09-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

FML!

2011-08-27T21:28:00.001+08:00

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

2011-08-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

isap macd nyer lagi bagos...

isap coca cola!

i want this to happened!!!!

so i can be free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-23T14:08:00.003+08:00

well well well

isn't nice when u actually now the person's anger

hahahahah.....

well to me its nice...

i can irritate them more!!!!

yeah me!!!!!

well i love you....

but i'm trying my best not say

i love you to u.

COZ YOU WILL GET FED UP RITE!

heheheh.....

how adorable.......

oh i put ur number under reject list....

when i'm ok.....

then i will remove ur no. under the reject list.

heheehehehehe....

sori uh babe.... tengah geram uh...

so good luck uh calling me...

i'm not gonna answer......

lalaalalalalalalaalalalalalalaalalalalalala

lalalaalallaalalalalalalaalalalaalalalaal

i miss myself.

i miss going out wif my friends.....

hehehheehehe.....

well raye nk dkt!!!!

yippie!!!!!!

i will get $$$$$$$$$$$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-20T20:34:00.003+08:00

i cant wait to do this when i'm 96!

this is what happened when aiz taste my food.

or anione taste my food.

ooooooookkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!

well just nw breakfast at macd

then hakeem manager iisssss ssssoooooo

CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but its a she... more to a butch......

haahahahahahahaahahaha

so she/he is cute... hahahaaha

cam ne eh klu she have a gf n wana have sex?

cmfm

"ko korek aku

aku korek ko"

hahahaahahahahahaaha!!!!!!!

2011-08-15T16:31:00.003+08:00

hey i think i'm cute here!

heheeh. oh this is the tyme

when i go rombongan wi mum n hakeem

plus all our jiran2......

swit kan?

hehehehehe.....

so far i love my bf.....

i wana get married to him.....

but that is like 10 yrs in the future

maybe i wana

tunang wif him...... in a few years time

klu ade jodoh lah

heheehehe. i miss him

i'm lazy to work these few days

i got my own reasons

only bf knows y

i hate it. it sux sometimes

hayiaaaa..............

oh guess what my ex bf ex gf

is in beauty therapy

hua3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hayiaa....... nk ckp ape lagi pon tk tau

Singapore tk besa...

heheheh..................................

we will meet everyone eventually

2011-08-05T19:15:00.003+08:00

hahaha... funny ass

ok so bancho got a new video.

omg i love him.

hehe

coz he's really really cute.

he makes stupid jokes.

but they are all true.

seriously true.

y not he make a video bout

bazar..????

that would be nice to watch

but idk

its up to him...

talking bout bazar

i'm going to BAZAR RAYA!!!!!

yippie

with bf and a bunch of his friends....

love him alot

gonna eat deng2

hehehehehe.....

so nice....

i'm gonna buy same colour

baju kurung!!!!!! yippie...

[well maybe, coz i'm kinda malas]

[but i want][so i really3 dun noe]

i love my bf.

ofa is freaking hard...

i hate it

but i'm getting the hang of it.

nice eh?

so bby gonna take class 2 lic soon!

yippie!!!!

moto besa

moto besa!!! hahaha

but.....

c how it goes lah eh???

bub-bye!!!!

selamat berpuasa everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-07-28T19:18:00.002+08:00

school

i love aiz.

i love aiz

work

family

friends

enemies

my life is complete

i love my boyfriend. :)

2011-07-22T16:50:00.003+08:00

i love my aizrul iqmal.

i love iqmal tomok / momok

i want my bf!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaaha

and yes ur a big fuck to me

2011-07-15T19:29:00.002+08:00

skinny

if only i can be this skinny.

i think by bf would love me.

wow.

they are so skinny

i always like to be this skinny.

but i cant let go food.

but i really3 want to.

but idk, soon?

later in life?

i dun noe.

BUTTTTTTT

i want to be like

this!!!!!!

but i dun think i can let go food

serious.

well you never noe!!!

hahaahah!!!! :)

i love my bf!

2011-07-14T23:47:00.005+08:00

omg double chin attack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

where the hell does this one teeth come from?

hahahaahahah! and what the hell

i look freaking old!

and i look shiny!!!!!

i'm her 'older' sister.

but i'm younger in age.

if u notice my 'younger' sister read comics.

stupid newspaper comics.

thank you boyfriend.

coz ur spec will forever be with me!

muahahaahah!!!

on the other hand

i look like 'dream'

get it? the comic?

dream eyes look sparkle2?

i really think i look mature here

WHAT THE HELL!!!!

I'm getting old..... :(

i want Patrick.

oh no, i dun want Patrick.

it makes me look retarded.

i just want my aiz.

that's good enuf.

and bie you saw that Tiffany and co?

at my necklace?

the lock?

hahaah, it can be open.

and it will always be placed there.

FOR YOU ONLY!

Baby, I'm sorry iffffffffffffff

i didn't otp wif you.

i love you. but look on the bright sight

we can talk tmro?

or maybe tonite.

love you.

btw i've got TONS of stories!!!!!!

so hmmm....

i want cute reactions. thank you. hahaah

WTH!

I love you and miss you too

when we're free then we meet k?

love you!

btw,

'' you see any floor, you mop.

as long as theres floor you mop.

and make sure its shiny. ''

hahahh

2011-07-12T19:21:00.002+08:00

hahah!!!

HE's LOCKED!

wth?

then ask katty perry...

hahaahahah!!!!!

HAHA! stupid but this is awsome!

hahaaha

2011-07-11T21:39:00.002+08:00

this is what happened to my friend today

hahahaha!!!!!

and this thing always happens to me

and trust me it sux!

this sux too,

thats why i love it!

hahaahah!!!!!

stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that cat face is cute!

Can my bf buy for me this ????

i want this!!!!!!!!

i wana go out using this

but RETARDED ALERT!

i want pink dress!!!!

i'm in love with the middle blazer.

i feel like a mini princess if i were to wear this

oh......

my fav! this is so hot!!!!!!!

2011-07-10T13:46:00.000+08:00

i love this things!

they are the best!

2011-07-10T02:34:00.002+08:00

i'm happy and also angry at the same time,

wanna noe why

i'm happy y?

its our 9 months anni!

how wonderful.

love you lots........

wow, ur the best bf ever!!!

i love you so much

like i told u b4.

"ur the simplest love i've known

and the purest one i'll own"

hehe, bby ur the best.

i love you so much

i love you very much.

oK! next why am i angry

BECAUSE YOU

DEACTIVATE YOUR FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!!!!

O_O!

I WANT U TO ACTIVATE YOUR ACCOUNT

ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O_O!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M GONNA FREAKING SCREAM IF U DID NOT ACTIVATE YOUR FACEBOOK ACCOUNT.

thats all

love you. goodnite/morning

muakz!!!

2011-07-08T15:27:00.002+08:00

i look like i'm a mix.

oh well i am DURH!!!

just upload me n bby's pic.

i love him so much.

yesterday there's a family.

the last to dine in PH funan

6 children.

the last was a new born baby.

i never actually like babies.

but then something change my mind

when i saw that baby.

its like...

pure......

everything about the baby

makes me feel good.

wow.........

i then go to the office

saw Mindy. and i tell her

that i want a BABY!

hahahaha

mindy was like What The Hell

Go Get Married First.

hahaha, but seriously,

i want to have baby!

bbbbbuuuuuuttttttt

first, go get married,

to aizrul iqmal bin zainal abidin.

hehehehehehehehe!!!!

2011-07-08T13:42:00.004+08:00

this picture was like 00:00 midnight if I'm not wrong

me, dude, mum, dad and abagi going to Malaysia

jln2 in the mid of the night. it was fun,

it was quite fun but it was long time ago.....

in this pic i saw my eye bag,

freaking ugly. but i cant sleep,

i dun understand why. i just cant.

hmm.... that necklace, it was

given by 1 of my ex.... thank you.

but now that thing is not wif me.

its wif nisa.

why is it wif her?

we go out, and i put stuff inside her bag

when i go home i forget to ask about it

so we kept quiet.

i cant even remember to ask back

when ever i meet her.

to much stuff to catch up on.

so i don't know if that necklace is still alive.

or whatsoever

now I'm in my living room area.

waiting.....

waiting....

waiting.....

2011-07-07T00:24:00.005+08:00

my sister.

the asshole

ME: hey dude!

ASSHOE: wtf.

ME: i put ur photo there... did you see it? hahahaah

ASSHOLE: no go ahed ask me another stupid question.

ME: are you talking to the moon?

ASSHOLE: no im listening to talking to the moon, me qand anie like that song

ME: really, i did'nt see that. coz ur looking at the tv. n sit next to me. hhaha. n diging ur nose. omg ur STINKY PIG! hahaahah

ASSHOLE: i have a fetish and passion for digging my nose. I love didding my nose and yours if you let me. Ok i'm goging to the room tob actually talk to the wall.

ME: wow, u love didding my nose eh? cool, if only i know wth is didding. hahaha. and wats gogoing? is it like going or is it still didding? hahaha, hey u wanna "TOB" UP MY PHONE? hahaha, u sux at typing dude.

ASSHOLE: didding is when you shove a penis down your throat and diging is when you got slaughter by a goddanm shit. gogoing is when i shoot ur peewee brains out and tob is your stupit imaginary fren who is talking to the wall. Sheest woman. just use auto correct and don't ask wise question.

ME: yes tob. stupid...

ASSHOLE: Tob ask me to sleep, tob says i got work tomorrow

ME: i cannot hear tob speaking? where the hell is he? AAAAAARRRRHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ASSHOLE: it's in you head.

ME: oh i tought its in my ass, u noe best place to hide stuff? hahahaa

ASSHOLE: yeah,sure,whatever.

ME: OMG!

ASSHOLE: *walks away yawning*

ME: I KILL TOB!

2011-06-28T13:08:00.004+08:00

my fav pic so far.

i miss you so much... :(

i want u to go home asap

i love u

i have tons of stories for you

i miss u

i'm sooooooo sad....

just go home asap

hehe

love you bby....

2011-06-25T19:49:00.003+08:00

Dear Applepie,

Today, i need to dance in front of ppl. freaking shy siol. so my bf wanna read my diary. well this is my "fake" diary. so read this one, it might be good. hahaha. well, camera man keep taking pics, irrits, but its ok the camera loves me. haha. well, i dun have any goodie bag, boo hoo soooo sad, but its ok, i dun need to carry extra things, hehe, hmmmm, wat next, oh! i love smoosh, those two guys on youtube, god there R FreaKing funny. i love to watch their video. so i miss my Boy2 so much, haha, and guess what, HE BUY FOR ME FREAKING NEW HELMET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg thank you sooooooo much!!! that's the best thing everyone has ever buy for me! i love you so much! now to get a licence, haahah, nah, dun bother taking a licence, i rather become a pillion. oh yeah! oh well i guess thats all. thank you and have a nice day BUB-BYE! I LOVE MY AIZRUL IQMAL!!!

2011-06-23T01:39:00.004+08:00

i take back my words bby!

i love you sssssssssssssssssoooooooooooooo

mmmmmuuuuuccccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

i always wana be wif u till death!

i love you

i love u that much

i love you very much

i nvr like you to have fuck up attitude

but, thats relationship

ups and down

i love you so much

:) i love you aizrul iqmal!

2011-06-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

i hate you

i dun wana say that i love you animore

no more. i hate you

2011-06-15T17:48:00.003+08:00

I LOVE MYSELF.

oh hmmmm.... let me see,

aizrul really have a good night story

things that i want

and that i can relate to.

haha.... i really enjoy his stories

esp bout yesterday's story

dude that's the best.

i really fun listening to!

i love my bf so much.

BUT! i saw this bitch

post some thing on his wall.

FUCK THAT BITCH!

I HATE YOU!

now i'm listening to linkin park

i love it.
hahahaha,

so i need attend dance.

a 'bollywood' dance

which is today.

haha, i'm like ssssooooooo happy.

coz i didn't dance for a long time now.

haha, n i'm gonna dance

next Fri and sat. shit!

oh freak! i have CGH appointment on Mon!

its ok. i'm going aniwhos.

oh then today teacher

have 1-to-1 talk to us.

as for me my attendance is 100%

only OFA its 99%

. coz i 'have a really crazy night'

hahahaahhah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wtf! dun think dirty.

hahah... well its only 1 lesson, but its ok.

and theres one point of time that i'm absent frm

school, and when i came back the next day

everyone was like

"hey, how r u, are u ok"

"hi, u feeling btr?"

or something else like that,

man i feel like sooooooo touchy2

hahaha, my friends really care bout me

even the teachers, i love them,

i'm happy.

i love you guys.

sorry if i hurt you guys.

and the best part is

on that day we have no lessons.

haha. but i have exam

yes only me. alone.

in beauty lab, doing nail art.

i love my life.

cant wait for everything soon

MUAKZZZZ!

2011-05-31T18:32:00.004+08:00

hi people... i'm bored so i wana talk what

i think about this....

nicole highway

sexy boobs

bomb- grenade

Fruits???

ok wth is that thing sticking there????

wana noe wat i think,

we should be thankful to god

coz if this is wat we get....

than this is what we have.

love yourself. love others.

NEVER MAKE FUN

of those people

coz, you never noe what might be coming

in ur life....

help by giving advice.

or make these ppl feel better

if that person 'kepale batu'

then too bad.
hit them with

hocky stick, or wat ever tats good.

i love myself,

and i never wana do

aniting to hurt my body.

coz i love the way i am.

thank god there's someone special

in my life....

i love him the way he is,

and i noe that he will always l

love me the way i am right now.

yes i'm quite chubby.

but i'm healthy,

so.... PEACE,

I LOVE YOU PPL

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF

LOVE YOU!

2011-05-25T17:14:00.003+08:00

this photo is fucking disturbing, thanks to dude.

she post this stupid thing, n now it cant get off of me mind!

hahahaa. stupid asshole.

oh msg to my bf: SAYANG!!! I DAH UPDATE! *done*

oh ok so usually my mum will call me 'Ti'
for short... i didnt where does this ti come from. but

thats wat she call me sometimes....

AND thank you to mum now bf call me ti.

oh gosh ur ex gf is called tyty.

so its kinda funny, irritating.

coz he's calling me wif his ex name.

hahaha!!!!

FUCK YOU ITS WEIRD!!!!

but its fun, coz at least there's something to do.

hahaha. i love my bf.

he nw need to stay in camp for at least 1 week now.

miss him so much,

but fuck him i need to lose my kg.

I'm fat. i guess. well i am boncet

haha. mum ask if i was pregnant.

i look at her and i was like

IN MY HEART: WWWWWWWWWTTTTTTFFFFFFFFF

What i say: NO! Y? I DUN BOTHER TO DO STUFF.

n she was like oh ok, just asking

coz ur tummy look big. haizzzzzzz

i 'm like so wtf man.....

so just now go changi general hosp.

i was actually faster than the rest of the patients

coz i have appointment.

so I'm not that sick.

but i just need some medication.

and everything will be fine.

time to cure will be in a few years time.

but who cares! just go with the flow.

these days i keep on farting.

so for ppl who walk behind me. GOOD LUCK!

hahaahahahahahahaahaha

hahahaahahahahaahah

ahahahahahahahaaha

tell me who dun fart?

everyone has to fart

sometimes.everytime.most of the time.

hahahaahahahaha.

ok thats all

love you aizrul iqmal!

2011-05-19T19:56:00.003+08:00

i miss my hair.

i miss my aishah.

and i really miss my boyfriend.

haizzz...... i love my bf so much!!!!!

OK so just now at school there's 2 ladies from new z.

they're cute and nice.

OK so when our break time that is like 2 hrs,

OFA teacher want to have extra lesson.

then i think I'm the only one,

finish everything. WWWWWOOOOWWWW

I'm fast...... Oh yeah

i taught i gotta rest, but then

she give exam paper to revise.
FFFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK

but i manage. so i'm good.

oh that tyme i go out with my ICE CREAM MAN

we watch paul.

the thing is Paul remind me of my bf.

Dont ask me why.

and i at this point that i'm craving for

Basil Crayfish but i get the name wrong so

i end up eating Soft Shell Crabbiata (idk how to spell it)

heheehehehehe....

so when the food is bein serve

i was like WTH! i get the wrong thing.

but then i dun dare to say that i

order the wrong thing, BCOZ

my bf is in front of me,

n i dun wana make a big fuss

about food. so what i do.

just shut the hell up and eat.

hahah...

so now i get the name right,

n i'm waiting for the next

visit to pizza hut to eat

Basil Crayfish. :)

and i wana go cycling badly!!!!!

i wana be healthy.

n i think i'm still sick,

coz i still got block nose

irritating...

oh well i love aizrul

i love myself

and i love pizza hut.

2011-05-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

yo, i just have one ting to say

to ppl esp 'someone'

"dude i care, but i just dun bother''

stupid ass shit.

i'm just angry sometimes.

sorry if i dun hang out wif u guys,

i dun feel like theres a good bond

btwn us.

but, sooner or l8tr

things will be ok.

so, thats my attitude of the day.

i love my boyfriend,

ur always the best.

u never fail to make me smile.

sori bout just now bie,

i'm just too tired.

when i wake up, u saw my "basi" face

hehe.. i talk to u,

u smell my stinky bref.

hahaha, but i did wash myself up after that.

haha... i miss your hug n kiss.

i always want the best in

my relationship.

i love you so much

mat kentot!

oh, i wonder where all my spammers go.

i kinda miss them.

coz at least

i noe some1 read my blog, haah

coz i kinda feel kinda lonely.

i love myself and my bf.

and i love chicken cutlet noodle.

2011-05-10T19:23:00.003+08:00

i am cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i get into trouble wif my 2 besties, its not good lah,

i love my friends. but if smething's not rite

then i think our friendship will never be the same

i'm freaking mad yesterday.

coz guys does not need to INTERRUPT

in girls problems. freaking irrits man.

perangai so budak2.

sometimes i just hate immature guys.

FUCK YOU FUCKING ASS F******!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EH NASIB UH ADE BF AKU! HE IS THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN CALM ME DOWN.

I STILL LOVE MY FRIENDS.

BUT THAT GUY.... HE CAN GO TO HELL.

THE FUCKING LAYERS OF HELL .

HELL IS UR FREAKING PLACE U MOTHERFUCKER.

wow, i express my anger good. no offence ppl out there

its not for u swit honey love ppl.

k? its for my enemy.

so i hate him.

muakzzzzzzzz...... to my bf coz today is my 7th month.

i'm so happy that we've been through all stupid shit!

i love you AIZRUL IQMAL!

i hope that u will last forever wif me.

i love you so much.

2011-05-09T17:45:00.003+08:00

i always like to see this pic.

so calm... i gonna go here wif my ahem2* if i have the chance

just look at it. dun u feel it.

well if i put another asshole pic, it will be worse

you guys will have nightmare. haahha

oh ok, next!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's this particular date, that i forget, but i know mum n aiz is like so cute.

well i was at the living room, idk do what. mum call aiz to go to the kitchen.

i tot mum will screw him upside down (without any reason), SKALI

when i cui2, i saw mum suap my cyg.... alalalalaal so comel!

1st time dok i saw it, then i keep on smiling, hehehe

but its ok, i'm not gonna eat what mum cook,

i'm on diet.

the last diet, didn't plan out so well, i end up eating at pizza hut till i can't eat no more.

so i make sure this diet turn out good. oh n BTW

i need to take care of my body, coz maybe/ who noes
we getting ****************************************

muahahah.... hehe, if can lah. see how our relationship work out.

coz i want it to last 4ever, amin.

hehe.

NEXT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

last week i ran 7 rounds at ite simei stadium,

freaking COOL!

i never run/jog 7 rounds b4.

so i bet on wed i can run/jog 8 rounds.

my aim: run/jog without stopping.

OK i think that's the end...

type to you soon!

i love myself!

bored to death

2011-05-04T22:02:00.004+08:00

oh yeah, i'm still alive...whereas some ppl just died at their blog. oh maybe 'buried alive'

office application lecturer is quite irrits but its ok...

i join cycling as my cca..i love it... i love it alot.

and i kinda miss rock climbing.so every thing is about ME.

fcuk man

i just saw the noose 'ris low' funny man... i just love the noose.

anywhoos i miss aizrul alot

he go camp... now i'm alone...

so freaking boring man, cant meet everyday.

its ok once i get use to it, everything will be like a daily routine.

so hmm..... budak2 at school quite gatal, hehe... just now at the library, i sit alone, at the sofa, flipin the book looking at photos, alone , coz amira go to toilet, suddenly, 3 mamat come sit next to beside me. idk y, but they keep looking at me, n i look at them, they were like, omg3... n keep winking at me. then one of those cute guys want to ask for my number, then

JENG JENG JENG

i'm lazy to type..... so the story end here. lazy uh.

bye....

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

i noe merepek. -_-''

2011-04-20T14:38:00.002+08:00

ok now amira tk saba wana go home or toilet, hayioo..... she's standing beside me saying "CEPAT LAH CEPAT LAH"
oi cik kak mabok dok!
and she keep pulling ppl hair. idk y?
mayb she did that to her boyfriend, if she have one.... haha!
botak siol kepale bf amira!!!! hahahaa

2011-03-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

2011-03-21T19:18:00.004+08:00

i love you so much!!! now we're at dome, i got 2 days off! weeee!!!! tmro go out wif syikin n shahida, GIRLS DAY OUT!!!!! muahahah.... n fuck n yesterday got cramp for the first time in my p***** days! fuck man. but daddy give me a back massage.... fuh nice. i love it. bby i love you! well i'm getting bored bout blogging, but.... its ok, i got nth to do whenever i on bby's lappy. shalalalala, oh happy 5 mth cyg. oh man cnt wait for the 6th! hahah. yippie!!!!!! oh nid to slim down ah. nid to be 45-46 in april, hayiaa... yyyyyyyyyyyy mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but 45 seem to heavy, nw i'm trying to aim 42, IF I CAN

hahahaahahahahah, k bub-bye!

love u bby aiz!

2011-03-13T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hapy 5 month on e 10.03.11. I love u veri muc. Actually we had plans that we tink wud turn out fine. SKALI. It didnt turn out right. So we went to wac a movie at bishan. We wac Rango n turns out e movie sux! And we spent tyme lepak at e park. Stupid day but it turns out good bcos i spent tyme wif my bby. So i like it. :) I love u so muc!

2011-03-03T20:21:00.003+08:00

2011-03-03T20:10:00.003+08:00

now i'm at bf place, theres his mum, his dad his anak-anak sedare n his aunt.

its the first time i cme to a house with everyone at home.

i mean it like so fu****g fun.

well i think its fun, to get to noe each other.

its fun rite?

oh well, i so bored at home. i wanna work at piza hut

at there i get to meet many different kinda ppl

at home boring ah

coz i've been doing house chores all my life

its so tired... i mean

I'M SO TIRED

so i wana work earn $$$

and go out wif my bf and go shopping....

i wana earn my own cash

ahahhahah

betol tk bby!

MY SYG : bbbbbbbbbbbbbbeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttttttttttooooooooooooolllllllllllllllllllllll

hahaah... oh well wana webcam. muahahah

2011-03-03T19:46:00.005+08:00

him now.

him 2-3 years back

got outing... ish cute nyer

drunk asshole.

we all love nice hair

and we all love to dye our hair.

oh dun 4get tattoo

he is mine!!!!

hahah.. he will always be mine, coz he is my mr. ice cream man

hahahhahahahaha.

hahaha. i love u so much.

boy-speak

2011-01-22T19:57:00.002+08:00

WAD HE SAES : WAD HE MEANS
commitment : a word only applied to a football team
i need space : for all my other girlfriends
i dunwan a girlfriend ryte now : i dun u as my girlfriend
i'm very independent : i like my own way
lets jus see how it goes : back off, im feeling pressured
hi, ur fren looks nice : i fancy ur friend n im using u to get her
shes ugly : she didnt fancy me

2011-01-13T00:56:00.002+08:00

today sux. got diarrhea. i hate diarrhea. tx u adik syahiir 4 givin me e balloon. i love aizrul

2010-12-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

i love aiz rxz!

2010-11-29T00:45:00.004+08:00

my fav lamp of all time...
i called it....
dicky...... sis call it testicle lamp....
let's just say we enjoy laughing our ass out when looking at the lamp...
stupid man...... but i like it! hahaha.....
oh ,well moving on!!!!!

like my picture? i look hot i know [haha!] so... sat bby got into an accident... i was like WTF!?! i'm like so shock i have those fucking feeling [sorry not gonna tell u how...] so after school i just rush to his place.... god... i wanna cry when i saw him... i love him so much..... dude... its not nice to see ppl get into an accident and turns out that, that is the person u love. well actually on that day... we're suppose to go vivo, have fun.. watch movie.. play games[mayb] or other stuff that a couple does... all that plan just shattered but i really don't mind... as long as i get to spent time with him... i'm happy... i remembered.... that he's in pain.... placing his botak[haha] head on my lap.... saying he's sorry... my gawd... i was like so CLOSE to crying... i then say that its ok bby... and bla3 not gonna tell..... we spent hours and hours together talking... telling bout our life.... making fun out of nothing... its nice to spent time like this.... coz i gotta him more.... well we also did play games[to loosen himself with all those stress that he's going through]... but i gotta tell you... to him its fun.. but to me it fucking stressful!!!! haha... but we all have a good laugh once the game ended.... it sux.... haha.... but i like it.... soon its getting late... and i'm so sad that i need to go.... y oh y cant i take care of him for 1 whole night.... [oh ya even my mum was like omg! what happened! take care of him ok and dun be late... make sure u reach home b4 ur dad get home and bla3] so ya that's what happened.....
oh ya on sat morning b4 any incident happened.... there's a vip from British come to sch... so excited!!! hahah.... i do mani for my lecturer hahaha!!!!! cool right!!!! haha.... then when its time to go home i take a ride in her car and go to mrt... and off to bishan!!!!!
[and u noe what happened next]

oh well today go pontian.... freaking fun/boring...... fun becoz i love to travel.... boring bcoz he's not there to join the fun... hehe... oh well.... i'm gonna kiss him when i mit hym.... muahahaah!!!! love him a lot... and he have field trip so that means no talking otp at night for like 1whole week..... :( i miss him already... oh god... i <3>

have a safe journey k... i'll be by ur side whenever u nid me k?
mmmmmmmuuuuuaaaaaaakkkkkkkkzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!

2010-11-15T17:31:00.003+08:00

OMG I SAW MYSELF ON RAZOR TV!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so malu you know!!!!!!!! arh! not gonna tell u guys wats it about! muahahah!!!!!!

2010-11-02T11:33:00.003+08:00

okkkkk... so i kinda 4get my password for the 5th time this month.. haha... not cool man... not cool.... well i lolololololololololololololololololove my boyfriend ALOT! coz he is swit, nice, merepek, still merepek and mre lah...... hakeem sux..... dude suck too........ well..... going out wif rifaii knnbccb today... muahahahahahahah... sial. hmmm....... k gtg bub-bye! love u loads! muakz!

2010-10-13T16:07:00.003+08:00

ok i can't put files... or pictures.... so its like bla3.... soooo damn bored... seriously man... i can't even put MR.ICE CREAM photo.... who is MR.ICE CREAM? he is my new hmm...... well.... soul mate? nah... he's my boyfriend.... we're like official at 00.00, 10.10.10 is it cool or what!?!? haha...i refuse to say yes until it strikes 12mid... so its cool.... haha.... so like i sat evey night we only have 9.30 to 10.30 to talk to each other. and we meet every sat n sunday. ONLY. but wanna noe what... that is what i like about my relationship. to meet twice every week... coz every time when we meet... there will be a whole lot to talk bout! the ting bout me is... i cant stop talking... u can ask dude(noni). seriously. hahaha... so i wana thank god.... for helping me meet this guy. helping me when i'm in need. helping me in every way. n helping me in any way. :) haha. ok so i think tats about it... update to you soon k! oh n btw MR.ICE CREAM have a bike... guess what i name it?!?! ALEXIS!!!! hahah so his new bike will be alexis!... idk if he hate it. coz i love it!

2010-09-23T12:43:00.003+08:00

ok so i'm like sooooooo bored at school coz its my break time! so i decide to go to MLC room and update my blog... hmm... let's see what happened to me these pass few weeks... well i'm dating my fwen at pizza hut... he is a mat rempit(haha)... he is the cute-EST there.. he's not tall... OK for me of course. hmm.... he is at pulau tekong doing his NS thing. idk! but every night around 9 he will call me. i miss hym so much. oh and that tyme we go baza.. i ride his moto(RXZ)... and it was freaking fun! haha.... at there we hold hands... and we eat and we walk... haha....... and of course talk... yerp.... now uncle stay wif us... he is the best! haah... wanna noe why! he give me 2 of his camera/ his dvd player (that's from korea)... even he give mum his camera.... buy for us mio tv... hmm... let me grow fat... coz every night around 12 min to 2 am.. we will eat at "new hawa bla3" near gaylang. so i kinda gain weight.. so its cool... so now ppl start calling me 'MINAH REMPIT' but then i just ride my FUTURE bf's moto... hahah..... well just to let u noe i miss my mat rempit!!!!!

2010-08-19T11:33:00.007+08:00

ok so lets start....

goodmorning... how's my blog readers feeling? good?

i'm kinda bored at home... i dun noe wat mum told me to do tis morning...

since i dun noe wat the hell is going on..

i just play the comp... to kill time of course...

well...... pizza hut FC miss me.... since teacher's offer is like MIA

i just go back to pizza hut FC... mat rider sane pon kecoh nak mamps...

I LOIKE!

hahahaah.... and i'm kinda in love with one hairdressing guy...

serious.. he is so mix.... but Chinese of course... haha....

i like to see his face... he like to smile alot...

can't wait for school

soon... i wish to get to noe him more....

hamka! help me!!!! dpt facebook dier pon jadi lah....

hehe..... and i'm like totally extremely happy that i get over

my beloved ex bf metalhead.... and.. i no longer need him in my

life that much.... ya.. i move on... so happy! hehehe.... [well gud luck

finding new gf k!] fyi.. metalhead is a very handsome, intelligent, respectful, honest,

kinda shy, cute, responsible young man. and of course theres more... haha

sssssoooooooooooooooo moving on............

sorry dude i play the comp without ur permission....

hehe... OMG!!! y cant i stop thinking but that hairdresser!!!!!

haha!!!... kkkk... nid to relax.... well i will update soon k! :)

2010-08-04T15:19:00.003+08:00

swirls of colour, fabric of silk,

breakfast as simple as cornflakes and milk

occult fascinates and horror chills

just a teenager finding some thrills

beaches of white, ocean of blue

the love of my life and it is true

nature and music entwine as one

homework and papers and books never done

friends misunderstand; that is what i can't stand

why don't they take me as i am?

i rebel but with a cause,

to change all within me that is flawed.

understand me; it's not very hard,

emotions play a very big part.

thoughts of mine fly like colours in time,

sing songs of harmony that fall in rhyme.

try to understand me is all i ask,

try to understand me and this, too shall pass.

2010-08-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

i have a wall you cannot see

because it's deep inside of me

it blocks my heart on every side

and helps emotions there to hide

you can't reach in

i can't reach out

you wonder what it's all about.

♥

the wall i built that you can't see

results from insecurity

each time my tender heart was hurt

the scars within grew worse and worse

so stone by stone

i built a wall

that's now so thick it will not fall.

♥

please understand that it's not you

continue trying to break through

I want so much to show myself

and love from you will really help

so bit by bit

chip at my wall

till stone by stone it starts to fall

♥

i know the process will be slow,

it's never easy to let go

of hurts and failures long ingrained

upon one's heart from years of pain

I'm so afraid to let you in

i know i might get hurt again.

♥

i try so hard to break the wall,

but seem to get nowhere at all

for stone upon each stone I've stacked

and let between them not a crack.

the only way to make it fall

are imperfections in the wall.

♥

i did the best i could to build

a perfect wall, but there are still

a few small flaws, which are the key

to breaking through the wall, to me

please use each flaw

to cause a crack

to knock a stone off of the stack.

♥

for just a stone by stone was laid

with every hurt, with every pain;

so stone by stone the wall will break,as love replaces every ache,

please be the one who cares enough

to find the flaws no matter what....

♥

2010-08-02T10:56:00.006+08:00

there's so much no one knows,

so much no one sees,

about the way i feel inside,

my thoughts and all my needs.

maybe it's that they don't look

or the fact that i don't show

either way,

there are things inside that no one seems to know.

i want to show the world

i want everyone to see

all the thoughts and the ideas that flow inside of me.

maybe you haven't noticed,

or maybe you don't dare

to find out who i am,

to show me that you care.

I'm screaming on the inside,

a smile is what you see,

but i am not content with the person i seem to be.

there's a different person on the inside,

that i can't seem to show

but maybe if you took the time,

that person you could know

2010-07-28T23:49:00.001+08:00

uploading!!!! blog soon!!!!

2010-07-21T12:20:00.004+08:00

ok so i dun freakin now hoe to upload bayu pic.... well it sux.... ok let me tell you what happened so far... i go to skol with puffy eyes.... freaking puffy eyes.... everyone can spot it.... and eyebag of course.... wanna noe why..... i cry like fucknuts yesterday!!!!! hahaah.... like shit man... dude cant see me cry with red eyes.... coz she will have problem looking at me.... hahaahah!!!!! stupid man!!!!

btw nisa!!!!! sad sey aku keje on sat

2010-07-18T23:16:00.003+08:00

wat i eat at pizza hut....

prawn angiolo olio wit chicken balls

SEDAP!!!!!!

saw the cili padi? its mild... n nice

plus tasty chicken balls....

well no one can have it but the staff...

coz we make our own food...

hahahahaah!!!!!!

wake up early in the morning...

saw daddy read news paper...

i take the news paper and start

doing the games at news paper...

hahahaha....

trust me i havent even take shower...

there is still some taik mate

at my eyes area.... still havent brush my teeth

and i did that... hahahah.....

yerp... i even did the brain teasers....

hahah!!!!! i love it!

oh wait....

i love MYSELF!!!!!!! hahaha

n now mum buy for me burger...

so sad... i want mee goreng

from the mamak cofe shop...

sad sey....

but its ok.... hahahaha

2010-07-18T22:46:00.003+08:00

the eye is back!

without contacts!

disturbing eh?

nisssaaaa!!!!!!!! imysm!!!!!

well we bump at the bus!!!
then i was like listening to some hindi songs
dun ask hahah...
so we kinda talk...
and we want to go to the movies soon!!!!
we wanna see 'despicable me'!!!!!!
hahah

snap! i miss us being in the same class

oh i take pic with torres... like omg he is so kiut!

btw he is mine i tell you...

MINE!!!!!!!!!!

haha... so knl2 wif pizza hut biker....

nasib! go back home can ride moto... haha

i mama knows.. i die first... hahah

but then i will say that

he is my colleague wat!

so aniwhoes.... i bored...

lwt me tell you wat time to cme

when u wanna dine in at my work place

from 12 to 4... the best time

4 to 7... worst time ever...

who go at this time cmfm got problem

7 plus to 9 dah relek.....

yerp.... so yerp thats the best

time i can give you so far....

2010-07-12T22:12:00.003+08:00

ok just now me and dude see ikan blutang face at fb!

my god lah!!!!!!!! i wanna puke

kak nana should know who i'm talking bout

hahaha!!!! serious !!!!!!

me and dude keep laughing at that ikan!

haahah!!!! but then its not nice to laugh at people

BUT WHO CARES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!

looking at the ikan makes me wanna puke

so gtg puke!!!!

and laugh at the same time!!!!!

HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-12T00:47:00.003+08:00

need to make up in class! ish!

like i say i dream bout metalhead!!!

but its like totally weird!!!

trust me...

THE SCENE START:

it was at some building.... very nice one...everything is made out of wood... there i was... alone...

walk to this F**king door... [nth to do do rite alone... so explore lah!!!] hahaah... okok... so i open the door... everyone was sitting... so i kepo2 go seat at the red sofa... well its more like a cinema when i enter... hahah... aniwhos.... suddenly! well its not much of a suddenly actually... coz when the "movie" start i was asleep... so i kinda sleep in my sleep... then i heard noises..... feeling half-dead... oh wait i mean asleep... i slowly open my eye... well u noe... when we are half-asleep u sometines wanna noe what is happening around you... rite? so i open my eyes and i saw METALHEAD ON THE SCREEN!!!! i was like O.O!!!!!! hahaha..... its totally weird! he was like RAP-ing!.... n he pierce at the side of his mouth... i was like is this for real!!!! hahah!!! then i was smiling and i just can't believe my eyes! metalhead? rap? hahah!!!! ok its stupid... sooo!!!!!!! you wanna noe what happened?!?!? i wake up from my dream... and saw my niece and nephew hahah!!!! cool lah my dream... very stupid... hahah... but to me its stupid...

2010-07-12T00:37:00.003+08:00

i admit i look sux...

well so's dude...

well this is my 7th day diet... wait till you see day 8

hahaha!!!!!

wanna see it????

go add me at facebook!!!! hahaha!!!!

oh well moving on.....

today ppl at pizza hut like F**K!!!!

well wanna noe y!!!

manager did'nt "care that much"

bout the dine in customer!

then we end up getting FU**!

it sux lah...

dorang 24/7 buat delivery...

mcm knnbccb!!!

yerp... thaTs all

tata!!!!

2010-06-23T18:53:00.003+08:00

i love my camera

it take good pic of me

i love myself...

breaking up teaches us

to be much more wise

in picking up our next victim...(haha)

so days past...

let everything be a history...

coz wat u do now will effect

ur own future...

2010-06-22T21:25:00.004+08:00

so this is my mum...

with her step jambu face...

she really3 want me to put it here...

so i did...

OK NEXT!!!!!

this is dude at work! how boring!

but yerp!

she look like a zombie mom rite?
n that's mum

she can't stop talking..

yerp and talk....

and talk....
even dude didn't notice i took this!

so this pic is taken when i talk to her!!!

hahah!!!!!!

i kinda like this pic

hehe....

SNAP!!!!

and this is actually a rose...!!!

my manager make for me!

hahaha...

he said i swit... hahah

thank you....

hahah... well today happy2 then sad.. ni lah metalhead...

next time tk paya msg ke cntc agy lah..

coz i asyik aket hati aje...

boleh dpt heart attack tau...

or maybe heart ache

k... sudah lah......

and there is one thing...

well it happened a few days ago...

i was in the bus

listening to songs.....

suddenly my chest area is

being push-ED

then is like hard to breath

so i was like gasping for air

then i kinda black out

of like a few sec or may be a few min

i cant remember...

but everything is OK now...

maybe....

2010-06-16T18:59:00.003+08:00

the Greatest heels like ever!!!!!!
tea Lipton sedap banget deh!

Ada apa setelah mati...

well I'm reading this book now..

n i can tell ya...

ITS SCARY!!!!

IN THE AFTERLIFE!!!!!

NYARH!!!!

dude never.. ever touch this!

so i touch it for her...

and i help her make herself up!

and she hate it...

hahahah!!!!

our door and a bunch of chores

that are overdue

hahaha!!!!

after work....

well so damn tired...

and i have a story to tell

a stupid one... well here goes!

a customer raise her hand... a signal that she wants the bill..

i get the bill for her.... at there she say...

customer: i want the menu...

me: (walk all the way back and take the menu)

here u go ma'am.

customer: (without looking at the menu)

i want add-on

me: ok then... what add-on do u want?

customer:i want add-on

me: yes... what kinda add-on do u want to add?

customer: i want add-on!

me: yes.. but which item from the "add-on" do u want?

customer: (shouting) DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!

I WANT ADD-ON!!!!!!!

me: NYARHHH!!!!!!!!!!

stupid rite? well its stupid.... n funny....

coz i think it sux...

hahaha!!!!!!!

but after the situation...

aku very bingit!

this is dude and me....

she dun like her face....

so i make for her a new one!

hope she like it!

the stupid ass!!!!!

yerp thats her!

ok well yesterday.....

(love was such an easy game to play....)

[hahaha geddit?]

oh well back to reality...

i watch JELITA!!!!!

omg they [guys] are so freaking hawt!!!!!

well as usual....

i cry....

mumy sing birthday song for metalhead

i cry...

dude sing birthday song for metalhead

i cry...

at night i hug big patrick

i cry....

every time

i cry.......

dude say people cry because they are sissy...

well SHAAAAADDDDDDAAAAAPP!!!!

2010-06-14T18:43:00.003+08:00

just now keje ok...

i came home n dude was playing the comp!

cool! so its my turn now....

well dude show me our cousin...

kiwak peh HAWT!!!!

like durh... coz he is ang moh kan...

so yerp...

his face like justin biber....

i mean his hair...

i am so gonna mit them one day...

haha... maybe if mum wants to lah...

so now they are at their hometown like durh!!!!!

i'm gonna go texas! (to mit them)

YEEEHA!!!!!

2010-06-13T21:42:00.004+08:00

zaman secondary school....

well now i know the truth....

at last... thank you

for telling me... so i will not be

THAT MISERABLE

haizz.... me n "*i*" pon tk tau

wat happened to u...

i mean what happened in ur mind...

kite buleh talk pe.....

alih2 dpt news cam ni....

u ni betol lah...

i stress nengok u....

pape lah yg nk jdi nan u

jadi lah

ni kan u nyer life....

i cannot force u...

btw thanks for the NICE-ESTTT!!! talk

i btol2 like to talk to you... ur very the nice '*i*"

kite talk again k some day... :)

2010-06-08T21:00:00.003+08:00

well here goes....

i never say this to ppl other than aishah...

well the thing is....

i never want ppl to noe what happened

in my love life...

i make up stories.......

(stupid one of course)

so that you can move on....

the thing is that...

i just cant......

i dun even want u to move on...

i am so in love with you

i try clinging on to someone else...

but its not n never the same...

well....

i tried winning your heart back

(i know it sounds stupid)

but then i read most comments

at your facebook.....

and found out that u........

have another great girl........

all my hopes and dreams....

#*??!@#!!%

(just understand those words)

so sad....

every night....

i would be dreaming of u

coming back.......

but the thing is........

how to?

your with her....

I'm with.....'no one'

safely there's friends to support me....

parents to love me....

but the MAIN thing is...

i love you...

but do you care...

i don't think so.......

your EVIL......

worst than the beast.....

in hell....

FUCK MY LIFE!

2010-06-06T19:13:00.004+08:00

go jemputan kenek force to use freaking baju kurung.... sux man.... serious... bingit nk mampos.

2010-06-06T19:07:00.003+08:00

all my mac make up that i give to farah n aishah! they are like the best! haha... so i give farah nail polish (pink n yellow n entah pe colour) from mac... so happy birthday farah!!!!!! hehe... so they hang out at my place... until 9 i guess.... haha!!! so yerp... we have alot of fun! i love you girls!

2010-06-06T18:27:00.009+08:00

so me-Ella-wati go swimming!!!!! at sengkang swimming pool!!!! its like super duper fun man!!! then ni look like mat Malaysia want Ella no!!!! kiwak kekek dok! haaha.... then we all get sun burn.... my face start to itch....(all happened after swimming) hahah..... then we go mkn at macD... suddenly some look like underage want ella no n my no.... KIWAK PEH NOT MY TYPE! i like guys older than me NOT YOUNGER! so ya... its kinda creepy... hahah

pls note this down....

2010-06-02T16:27:00.003+08:00

* during the twenties the skin should look its best. coz any hormonal imbalance that occurred at puberty should by now have stabilised.

* in our late twenties and early thirties we will see fine lines appearing on the skin's surface, espically around the eyes where the skin is thinner and the skin gradually becomes drier

*around the age of 40, hormone activity in the body became slower and the skinbegins to lose its strength and elasticity. the skin becomes increasingly drier, and lines and wrinkles appear on the surface.

*in the late fifties brown patches of discoloured skin may appear

EXAM DAH BEZ!!!!!!

2010-06-02T15:56:00.006+08:00

so this is like the last day of exam!!!!

thank god its over!!!!

trust me the exam was easy!

but csv was a killer!

so i keep EYE-ing on this emo kinda guy at school...

he is so freaking hawt...

with his sharp nose

fair skin......

n bla3..............

god he is KIUT!!!!!!!!

i want his fb so badly!!!!!

oh my cute emo guy!!!!

pls ask for my number!!!!!

hahaha!!!!! btw this is wat happened when

teacher is teaching me... hahah!!!!!

nice tk?

2010-05-30T18:08:00.003+08:00

mum n dad
their cake

happy anni mum and dad!!!!! i love you guys!!!!

so thats the cake!!!

quite expensive.... so mum pay everything...

then mum talk bout how she n dad mit n watever...

then dad was like hmmmm......

then we laugh... coz its funny... hahah

well its suppose to be like 21 anni

but thanks to dude....

she say to the person its their 20 anni...

well nvm....

so the cake is ultimately nice!!!

coz its nutella cake!

then everyone enjoy the cake....

i love it!!!!!!

btw... pls tell me yr link/url thing pls

coz i kinda lost everything.... thankyou!

Hello Everyone!

2010-05-27T23:53:00.017+08:00

What's up? How are y'all doing?

Firstly, here's a short introduction of myself.

I'm Aishah, or commonly known as Shasha A. (A. which refers to the initials of my Dad's name).

I'm of the same age as Camie, 17. I go to MPSS and am doing my O's this year. I'mma short girl. :D
I want my hair to be long, but my hair can't seem to grow any faster. Dang. I wanna dye my hair jet black, just like Vanessa H. (: I'm inspired by Demi Lovato. She's soo pretty and she have an awesome personality. I like. Plus, I LOVE Neon colours! *laughs*

Okay, now's a summary of Camie and myself.
Camie's my best friend whom I've known since we're 13 (Sec 1). We get along so well that we ended up being best friends. She's the best person I've ever met, and I thank God for creating a friend like her. Amin. We used to be so close, before we got seperated. Well, she's in ITE now, doing her very best in Beauty Therapy course. While she's facing more challenges adapting and making new friends in ITE, I'm here, stressed with school, 'cause I'm having MT O's exam this Monday. Grr.
But all in all, I wish Camie and myself all the best!

Jia you Nenek&Cucu! We can do it! ^^

Anyways, on behalf of Camie, I'm here to update her blog. 'cause she asked me to. & I don't know why the hell she suddenly asked me to. But I agreed, 'cause I can blog bout anything I want. Yay. :p

So, just now, at around 10+ maybe, she called me while I was watching tv. I didn't expect her to suddenly call, coz she didn't sms-ed me or anything. But yeah, while we were on the phone, she then started to cry. I thot she was just playing around, until I heard she made those "hyek" sound, only then I was convinced that she WAS really crying. She then started to tell me of what's been going on. But hey, how am I supposed to pujuk you while we're otp. Weird you know. Hm, but after a while, after a few random talks, she finally felt better. Good. (:

Now now, don't you get all so worked up just because of MetalHead. It's not fair that he's acting as if there's nothing wrong while you're crying your eyes out. BUT! Now, you can just go ahead, and forget all about him. I'm here to support you all the way! Basyah!

Cmon! Just forget about him. There're loads of other guys waiting to be yours, hah. Like I said, you don't hafta think about boys right now. All that's matters now, is to do your very best and get the scholarship. Plus, hopefully, we'll get to meet in Poly. *smiles widely* & also, ehem, dream about Korean dramas please. Haha. Then, if you want to lead a good life, just have a good eduation. It's the key to success, and no to forget, patience too.

Time check: 12.40pm

Whoa, look at the time. I started at 11.53pm, and it's 12.40am now. I guess I'd better turn in now.

Goodnight to all Camie's readers!

Oh ya, before I go. Happy Holidays to all! ^^v

**Pssst. Camie's an awesome friend. You'll not regret once you're friends with her. (=

stupid lah!

2010-05-27T18:39:00.005+08:00

GIRLS ONLY KNOW

HOW TO TALK BIG IN

FB, TAG BOARD AND

BEHING MY BACK...

OH PLS! BE REAL!

COME AND SAY IT IN FRONT OF ME!

YOU FUCKING SLUT!

BITCH!

2010-05-27T17:47:00.003+08:00

my room is always like a trash....

pls dun ask....

dude take for me this pic.... thank you..

well i was eating apple at that point

so hakeem is now at home...

so kepo.... well u noe its a good thing

that he go to his camp for like 3 days n 2 nights

it felt like Oh-So-Nice

yerp........

daddy says that he dun like me n dude having a bf that

is like a 'REMOTE CONTROL'

its stupid.... coz daddy did'nt control us

well why should our bf did tis to us...

so he say no bf lagi bagos...

coz u wanna noe WHY?

FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

btw exam is gonna be tis coming Monday

wish me luck coz

I've not started on aniting at all

NYARH!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-26T18:14:00.003+08:00

well3 do u see those ppl at the back there... hahah... well its wati-ella-mira.. well guess what are they doing??? hahah THEY ARE COPYING MY PAPER!!!!! hahaha!!!! so cute rite? haha..... that time dorang nk balek cpt nyer psl... this is what they do... hahaha!!!!so cute... today there's only 1 ppl attend swimming lesson!!!! hahah.... well actually 2 but i did'nt swim.... mira did... so coach say that since i'm good at swimming.... u noe teach my fwen mira.... if there is something that he found not right.... he will interupt.... so yerp! i jdi coach for swimming just now and its DAMN fun man.... mira did'nt like it coz she say its too hard.... i say... SWIM CPT!!! ARH!!!!! so yerp she swim good.... hahaha next dadang is gonna swim WITH ME BEING HIS COACH! hahahaa....

btw i keep thinking...... is it worth waiting for metal head or whatever shit like dat.....after thinking... nah... let shit happened.... I'm not gonna wait for him.... not gonna love him anymore.... the truth is... i felt that he is no longer in my heart or mind anymore.... unless if i accidentally think bout him.... but then sadly... i just dun love him.... good bye metal head.... haha... if rindu ade lah (may be) but love? well heck no....

so............. GONNA COOK MAGGIE NOW!!!!!

love everyone! mucks! excpt metal head
MUAHAHAHA!!!!!!

honey pie.... haizz...

2010-05-25T19:58:00.004+08:00

k well ppl who noe where this pic is taken... pls dun say aniting..... just laugh i dun mind... hahaha!!!! aniwhos!!!!!!! that time meeting..... i tot its gonna be serious n well u noe boring! BUT THEN..... its so freaking AMAZING!!!!!! we play games..... we get tips from the manager we have fun n everything was FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!! so we have the amazing race and bla3.... then after that the manager treat all of us kfc..... well thank you!!!! then after everything... i suggest to the manager that why not we have a chalet... well u know... overnight n stuff like dat.... so they are thinking bout wat i say... so lets hope for tha chalet to come true!!!!! hahaha.... well i want ot drink bubble tea so badly... can someone pls buy me bubble tea!!!!!!!!!! gosh.... so this morning i go to skol at 11!!!!!!! so nice masok skol lmbt once in a while......hahaha..... well there's this guy at school.... he is so cute me and ella like him.... hahaha.... me and ella tdi gado (maen2 type lah! DUH!!!!!!) coz of that guy!!!! at last i get to go home wif hym!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!! hahah... kite cute ah!!!! hahah.... then just now DP saw me with headphone then she say smething... but too bad... i did;nt listen to what she say... to busy listen to rock songs..... then there's this guy... i think his name is hikel bla2.... well i think he is cute... and HE ADD ME AT MSN!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! gonna have him! hahahah!!!! btw tmro go swimming!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-23T01:06:00.005+08:00

OK2! so today is like so stupid day for me! aha... i laugh and laugh until i fart a couple of times! hahaha!!!! sorry ppl who is standing next to beside me! aha.... well i disturbed my manager and i laugh like mad ass cow! aha.... serious! aha.... then i buy a dress for myself... a hot pink mix wif black kinda dress... and 2 earrings..... well i am gonna buy more thing lah soon!!! hahaa!!! yippee!!!!! i love myself WITHOUT HAVING A BF!!!!!! hahahaa btw just now i watch shrek!!!! i like puss in boots!!!! because the cat is sooo!!!!!!!!!! CUTE!!!!!!! hahaha!!!! btw i think I'm too harsh on my prev blog....... well I'm sorry.... well gonna sleep now!!!! tmro have meeting lah.... stress......

2010-05-21T18:30:00.005+08:00

i'm like sooooo tired.... just nw go out wif ex bf.... well i feel like me going out alone... so its not much of a difference if i go out alone.... the thing is i can't say 'i' 'u' to him... MUST SAY 'KAU' 'AKU'... ish irritating nyer.... then he say that he tk comfortable we talking 'i' 'u' 'i' 'u'..... sheesh..... well the thing is AKU DAH MLS AH NAK KLUA NAN KO..... so feeling like going out alone.... lagi baek aku balek.... so i go home... no need to go out again.... so boring!!!!!!! i rather rot to death at home.... that bitch cmfm happy peh... sial...... aniwhos..... we... well i mean i... watch The loser or wat ever shit just now.... well the movie was ok... hmm....i like it... then suddenly i keep coughing! KIMAK!!!!!!! peh ****** haizz..... so yerp.... just now go test... hope i pass.... btw time to get another guy!!!!!!! coz ex dah uat perangai...

2010-05-16T18:29:00.004+08:00

god!!!!!! i love you!!!!!!! i love my dear baby metal head!!!!! okok!!!!!

GOOD TINGS FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS:

its raining!!!!!
at last i have fever!!!
yesterday go karaok with lala n ella then i can't alik lmbt....
so i meet asshole and we take
cab home..
i finish kan milo lala n get away wif it
dad give me cash n i spent it
that time go out.... go shisha..... isap ampai mabok!!!!
hot dudes want my number
BAD TINGS FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS:
dad is getting sick...
i cry everyday coz of metalhead
i cant stand hakeem attitude
i did'nt study for exam...
i feel like a dead person....
my ex-bf dun love me animore.....
my ex is a cruel person
my ex this
my ex that
everything my ex... hayiaa!!!!!!

2010-05-07T22:39:00.003+08:00

did i tell u that yest suppost to be our anni.... 6mth anni... well i'm really sad.... but nvm... i need to move on... well i try lah... but then i'm like so sad... so nvm2....hope he still love me... heheh... ok thats wrong... haha!!!! muakz!!!

2010-05-07T22:22:00.003+08:00

well.... this pic was taken when amira is taking her stuff at her locker... sssooo!!!!! *ClIcK*!!! hahah....but then i hate the pic... coz idk wats wrong with my eyes! fuck man! haha... but the background look nice... theres the tap-reader.... beside me.... saw it??? haha.... well i read a couple of good-sisterie advice... n went through anger n stress management.... well now i became much more forgiving.... eh2!! haha... so i misss ppl around me!!!!!! esp my beloved ex-bf....!!!!

2010-05-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

so i just wanna FUCK my ex bf... ur like urgh!!!!!!!! ok... i am so stressed up wif him sey!!!! ok u want me to find guys rite! i give my no. to LOADS of guys today! okeh!!!! most of them is engineering peh budak! ok! pape lah nk jdi.... JADI AH!!!!

2010-05-04T00:44:00.003+08:00

aaaaAAAAACCCCCOOOOoooooo!!!!!

ok so i felt that.... for the past few days... i cant concentrate on my studies.... what telah happened... just now go for the course at pizza hut HQ.... the person talk to me dah cam BRO man! hahaha.... yerp... there is so many pizza hut riders... i tot of getting a lift home.... from them... but i'm too lazy to ask them.... so i just go home by bus.... so i can sleep... and it's worth it.... on wed i have test.... hope i can score well this time! pray hard camie.... pls....

DID I TELL YOU ABOUT THE RUDE TAXI DRIVER....

well he keep saying that beauty therapy is a NO GOOD COURSE! like helo!!!!! I AM JUST NEXT TO BESIDE YOU! AND U DARE TO SAY THAT!!! ARE YOU CRAZY!!!!!!! then after he lose the argue with me... he keep scolding bad words... well i pay you for good service... not bad ok! like seriously... if i know the taxi driver face very well.... i would have complaint a long time ago! so fucking shit man.... make me mad at night.... stupid man.... i hope he die...

R.I.P

2010-05-01T20:57:00.003+08:00

We dreamed a dream - woke up and lived it
We had the music in our hands
The drops of rain - became a river
And now it's time to end this dance
- So thank you

My mamma said that the best thing in life
Was getting me
And loving somebody higher than anything
else in this world baby
My mamma said that she would give her
life up for me

My mamma said that the worst thing in life
Is getting used
to loving somebody higher than anything
else in this world baby
Knowing you're going to
Knowing you're going to - lose it all

Mamma don't leave - don't go
Don't run - don't hide - don't cry
Don't ever feel scared now
Mamma just crossed
just crossed To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling protons - all vibrations
Circling neutrons - all vibrations
Mamma just crossed just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
And now you're lying there - taking your last breath
I'm holding back the tears - Oh mamma don't die

My mamma said...

Mamma hold on - give in - let go
Release yourself from everything out there
Mamma just crossed just crossed
To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling electrons - all vibrations
Circling electrons - all vibrations
Mamma just crossed just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
And now you're lying there - taking your last breath
I'm holding back the tears - Oh mamma don't die

My mamma said...

to be honest... i think i dun need a man rite now... serious... my ex teach me how to be single like forever... thank you... so if i went steady wif ppl... there's only a permanent line... 'get ready to break up' yerp.... so i just dun feel aniting animore.... thank you metalhead.... oh goodie time to be a play girl again!!!! i always want to dum guys again!!! yeah!!!!!!! oh god i feel good.... its good to be cruel eh ppl? any tips pls tag me! thank you!